Holiday Celebrations and Dog Training

This story is a couple of years old now, but tis the season, so here it is again....

My son's school has begun preparations for their their annual holiday pageant.

Each year, dozens of smiling children sing a variety of holiday tunes for their adoring parents.  Except for my son.  He stands, frozen, no movement visible in his lips.

Each year I ask him the same question. "Why didn't you sing?"

Each year, I get the same answer. "Dunno".

"Dunno" is a pretty crappy answer coming from an articulate, intelligent child who is rarely at a loss for words or conversation.

Last year, I pledged to make it better.  I spent hours learning songs and singing with him.  I made sure he knew the words and all of the cute little hand gestures.  He was Prepared.

I attended the pageant with high hopes.  This time he would sing his little heart out and wiggle his hands in all the right places.

You probably see it coming....

He did not sing.  He did not wiggle.

After those many many hours, cheerfully working right along side of him, he did not participate.

When the pageant was over, I could not find my son.  Later that evening when he re-emerged, I asked him where he had gone.  He said he didn't want to talk to me, because I would ask him why he didn't sing.


Let's call this a  "Shameful Parenting Moment".

My son knew I was not asking the question expecting a logical answer.  It was a rebuke; my way of pointing out that I knew he hadn't participated.  It was criticism couched as a question, and ten years of age is plenty old enough to figure that out.

Never mind that we actually had fun practicing together.  That we sang and were silly, and we had a really good time.

The issue was never the singing or the hand motions; the issue was his discomfort performing in front of groups.  He gets scared and anxious.  He can't help that, and I'm sure if he had a choice, he'd have been born with the personality of a natural performer.

If it were important to me, I could have introduced him to very small and manageable doses of performance.  Instead of singing for hundreds, we'd do family.  Then family and friends.  And then maybe a few neighbors.  It's possible that with time and maturity, he'd have the confidence and desire to perform for large groups. Or not.  Either way he is my son.   He is who he is; not always who I want him to be.

I abhor those soccer dads that scream and coach from the sidelines - but was I any different?  More subtle, yes, but the expression of dissaproval and "you should be able to do this" was the same.

A few of you are probably making the connection....

On occasion, I'll have a dog training student attend a trial with a well prepared dog, and it doesn't go very well.  We might express our dissapointment and wish it were different, but in the end it's the dog who must feel able to perform.

We can make the dog work for our goals because we are bigger and stronger.  The dog cannot speak, so we can ignore her opinion.  We can ignore even the most extreme non-verbal expressions of unhappiness.

Or we can accept the dog that we have.

We can set a basic floor of comfort for the dog and abide by it.

We can have an agreeement, "I will do what I can to make this sport enjoyable.  I will not put you in  a position where you are unreasonably stressed or unhappy."

We can take responsibility for making the dog ring ready by exposing her in small doses, over time, to those aspects of dog shows that are difficult.  We can go to training classes and work at appropriate distances.  We can learn about stress and fear, and create a plan that allows the dog to build confidence in herself and in her handler.  We can improve our relationship.

We can enter the ring with a dog that is clear on each exercise and as well prepared for the work and the environment as we can master.

What we can learn with our dogs, working through the journey that is competitive obedience, is pretty darned cool and interesting, regardless of the outcome.

In a week, the annual pageant will come around again.  My son knows the songs and the hand motions.  I enjoyed the hours spent practicing with him.  I also know that soon he will be a teenager, and there will be fewer opportunities.

I'm fortunate that last year he was able to speak to me, because this time, I was able to hear him.



Thank you again Denise and a very Merry Christmas to you and the entire Fenzi Family. I always rediscover that expectations can lead to disappointment and acceptance can be truly liberating.

Amy Randle

Oh Denise… I savor every word you write because you are always on target, and your knowledge and attitude towards all things “dog” is my goal. You have helped me keep the fun in my obedience training. And now you toss in the “mother of sons” factor. I also have sons (grown sons- I’m betting they are your age) and you touched me again in my other soft spot- the spot that whispers to me, “so Amy, have you been the best dog mom/ mother of sons that you can be?” I always decide the answer is no. I am my own worst critic, and i do not forgive myself easily, if at all. Even at this point in my life, I cannot forgive myself for being just me, a mother who loves her sons more than anything, and I can’t shake the little voice that tells me I could have done a better job.

You helped me again, with your insight and your ability to sort through a situation, and keep things in perspective.

Thank you for helping me again, to put things in proper perspective.

Have a wonderful holiday season. I look forward to working with you soon. I received a gift of 2 sessions of video coaching with you:0). Now there is a perceptive friend, who knows what I want and need most of all, dog wise.


This link was sent to me recently; I’m sharing it with you.

I should point out that my husband is the primary caretaker, because I simply couldn’t be a good stay at home mom. I love my kids, and they make me insane all at the same time. I lack the patience and calm that is required to be with small children for long stretches at a time.

I do not feel guilt over that. I do my best, based on who I am. They’ll be ok:).



Ann Dahlin

Here’s a book some people might enjoy. It’s written for the novice competitor to help prepare them for the world of competitive obedience: “It’s A Dog Not A Toaster: Finding Your Fun In Competitive Obedience”, by Diana Kerew-Shaw.

Competitive Obedience has a lot to offer dog enthusiasts. I hope that it will grow again as a popular activity.

I was shamed and pressured into playing the violin when I was a child. I had perfect pitch and rythm, so everyone involved was excited about my natural talents. I became very good at it, however, I didn’t like my curriculum at all. My dislike of being shamed and forced into playing by my mother caused me to develop performance anxiety. I could play in an orchestra, but never solo very well. There was a lot of anger behind all of it, but I dared not express it. As soon as my parents got divorced I quit, because my mother no longer had the interest to keep up the pressure and requirements.

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